For too long I’ve had almost fixed dour look on my face. Which is completely unusual given my normally more ebullient nature. I have been trying to force myself into better spirits. I twist my situation around in hopes that I can find a version of things that I can be OK with, that somehow I can find a way to be happy. But I realize that in the back of my head I keep thinking that things can go back to the way things were, but I realize that is impossible. That in reality time is linear and we cannot go backwards, we can only try to make the best of things now and hopefully improved in the future. It’s one of those things that can be hard to accept, and when you don’t realize you are trying to go back to the past in some way, it’s even harder to move forward.
I know that I have wanted to write posts but not for one reason or another been successful. I have also seen two wonderful bloggers stop blogging this week. We all have our reasons. I am hoping that I can find time and content to blog about. So maybe some things will have to change, but change can be good, not an end but the start of something different.
November 14, 2013 at 5:11 am
I suppose we all have to find our own paths, then see where they take us. I stopped writing at one point to catch up with my life and reflect, before I started again, take your time D… I’ll be here to read your next post always 🙂
November 14, 2013 at 4:36 pm
My dear friend, I am so glad to have you as a part of my life. I have been trying to figure out what I can do, but understanding it has been an uphill battle.
November 14, 2013 at 4:41 pm
As it is for all of us, which is why we continue to move forwards to discover that answer right?
November 14, 2013 at 4:42 pm
Indeed my dear friend. Sometimes I suppose it is a struggle, but maybe that’s how it’s supposed to be. I hope I can find better times soon. I’m trying for that.
November 14, 2013 at 4:46 pm
I will be right here beside you every step of the way 🙂
November 14, 2013 at 4:49 pm
Doesn’t it make it easier to know that we are not alone?
November 14, 2013 at 4:52 pm
That much more so it does..I’m glad you’re back D…
November 14, 2013 at 4:54 pm
I’m trying to be. It’s been hard juggling personal stuff, it’s just been such a big part of my life. I missed you too Andy.
November 14, 2013 at 4:56 pm
You still got my email address right? you can talk to me outside of here anytime you wish and about anything, I will always reply. No such thing as business hours for me lol 😀
November 14, 2013 at 5:00 pm
I was thinking that we need to email again. Me too, I check mine more often than wordpress.
November 14, 2013 at 5:38 pm
Sent an email to you just in case 🙂
November 14, 2013 at 5:41 pm
Just responded.
November 14, 2013 at 6:14 pm
I can’t begin to tell you how happy it makes me to “see” you again. I also can’t begin to tell you how uplifted I felt when I saw that you had commented on my posts — made me feel like a corner had ben turned for you. Sounds silly, but it’s always the little things that tell you more about what’s happening with someone, than the big overt signs. Danny, life is constantly in flux and sometimes it feels like we’re being crapped on everywhere we turn, but as you’ve come to learn, you’re not alone and as corny as it sounds, tomorrow really is another day. The best you can do, is to look ahead and tackle each issue as it appears (then again, you might be surprised to find no issues are present) and let things occur as they will.
By the way, I love the new look & layout!
November 14, 2013 at 6:21 pm
Well I think my problem is that I am trying to live for someone else. And that is impossible. But I can’t help myself. I think somewhere I thought I would try to live a bit for myself, so I am trying to do good things fir myself. My friends are awesome and even if I kept mum I was thinking about you all.
January 3, 2014 at 1:36 pm
Remember me ? 🙂
February 11, 2014 at 1:40 am
Of course I remember you my dear collegiate friend. Sorry, I haven’t been on much. Family problems persist and take up most of my time.
February 26, 2014 at 5:38 am
I wish you best life and warm hugs for you. I miss you
March 22, 2014 at 2:22 am
I miss you too. Write me if you need someone to talk about your problems.